Film

Beberapa judul film yang sepertinya bagus untuk ditonton:
1. The Bone Collector (sinopsis: http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bone_Collector )
2. The Art of Getting By (sinopsis: http://resensiku.com/movie/the-art-of-getting-by )
3. Catch Me If You Can (sinopsis: http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catch_Me_If_You_Can )
4. The Cake Eaters (sinopsis: http://www.movieweb.com/movie/the-cake-eaters/synopsis )

all about him

my life was simple until he come and fill it with millions anger.
the first, who let me feel like a weak assimilated girl
who change my bad habit to the good one
who stand beside me when the other leave
who i care to
who i think all the time
who make me laugh, make me wanna cry, frustated me
his plain face like elementary boys
his attitude about something
his smile
his deed act like a child
his dazed
all of that swirl in my head, take half of my memory place

English

im so sad of my english score. it just about 60/100. i know why it became worse. i often skip the lesson, because of my college activity. im about to shy, because in my class, there are many junior high school student and senior high school. i think it whatever if all of my member class are college students. imust study hard for the final exam, 70 for the minimum score that i must get. *fighting*

flashback

I fell like do something that I've done before recently. for someone there, i really can't understand you, I'm sorry. I've my traumatic story. here is
One day, i met my old friends from on line chatting. he greeted me, talked much and we shared phone number. After along time, he and me become closer. At first, i didn't fell anything, flat, but time to time i thought i was falling in love with him. I refused it, because we just chatted in short message service. And when i was moving to Yogyakarta, he approached me to my friend's boarding house. It was our first meeting after we graduated from elementary school. Time passed, he  asked me more often to eat, asked me to sleep, etc. At the first, i really enjoyed it. But furthermore i felt like boring and said to him that i didn't like it. Since there, he never sent me a sms again. I felt like something missing. I missed him. And i realized that i was falling in love with him, hahaha it was late, he was gone. it was my fault.

And now, i feel the same situation again, but it's different. he is suddenly lost. I'm so afraid to contact him first, I'm too shy. I don't have such a courage. And i'm sick of it. I think i must prepare for the worst. i lost him and be a broken hearted girl. just let the time finish it.

ftv

what a day? aku nggak ngerti kenapa ada aja kejadian ini tadi pagi. "aku diminta untuk berpura-pura menjadi teman dekatnya temenku". ini gara-gara sesuatu hal yang jadi rahasia tentang dia tentang seorang cewek kebongkar. yaelah, makanya jadi cowok jangan ember. ini bener-bener kayak ftv-ftv aja deh. tapi ya maap maap aja nih bang, aku berperilaku biasa aja ya, daripada orang yang aku suka malah ngejauh kalo tau hehehe :D